on friday it was tante dewi's party..
the only year 7 ppl were me,ratih,gaffar n icha...
then me n ratih accidnetly left icha n went to the bus stop.
we talked,,,shared our feelings gitu lahh..
den we went to co-op.
i bought 2 lil 7 up n ratih bought fanta [i think XD]
then we crossed the desert to go back to the bus stop.i tried cutting myself. i cut it in "dia"but it wasn't clear [that made a gud thing]
oh ya..
YAY!! "she" is goin 2day!! \m/but too bad today i have badminton...maybe faj n nab r going to pair up 2 gether n i'll be left out...
- mood:
lonely
not in da mood of nythin...
=[
i've been like dis lately..since the begining of the summer holiday..
- mood:
pissed off
i had a dream that i was wid him,,he gave me this ring..then one day he told me to meet him in the desert.
i was so bored so i went there immediately....then...
i saw him holding hands and laughing with his ex.
i ran towards then he & his ex looked back.
tears started running down my face. then we were faced face-to-face.
then i took off the ring and held out his hand. i rolled it back for him to hold on to.
i slowly took my hands away from his hand.
more tears dribbled down my face.
i tried closing my eyes and counting to two slowly.
my mascara was running down.
i walked back.
Then he reached for my hand and
i ran back to the benches and got out my sillete and cut myself in the shape of his name.
then kak tari helped me calm down.
but it's too painful to hold on.
and she knows who i like before ****
so she called the person and he came after a few minutes...
kak tari went away to give us "privacy"
then after she went...i just found out that he likes me.
so we were together from that day.
(W)
- mood:
depressed
but less painful...
it's hard seeing the person you love,loving someone else.
i think i'm not into boys since i'm like this...isn't there another path???
now i think my parents see me as : "useless"
here are the things the tink of me
`fat
`lazy
`not active
`doesn't clean up room & mess
`short
`centil
`dirty (not as in sexy =.=")
'makan nya gak teratur
dats all...
i think i don't belong where i am now...
coz i'm playing wid people 1 year older than me, n i'm different...
well according to me...
i think now...i'm the only girl in year that thinks *** ** ****...
hehehe
- mood:
depressed
gmn yh...skrg things r going fine...no more big drama ,,no more love stories n no more broken hearts..
every1 is happy i guess...
ohh ya..my bday is coming up XD
i wana invite the boys and girls to watch a movie..
dodgeball: the true underdog story or realita cinta & rock n roll
but maybe atika won't enjoy it cause she doesn't like the boys...
- mood:
blank
ika wid arief and ratih wid irsyad.
I learned that being called emo is damn annoying XD
- mood:
bouncy
M.L United [moon light united] was sooo gud!
oh yh...F.Y.I ... M.L United=Zaky, Yayas and Omar?
they all each won sonething and the whole of the team won a team work award XD
- mood:
blah
last nite it was so fun!....
welll not really.
we went to the school pitch with ika,tari,nab,ratih,tya,fira,icha,gaf,isf
we made a group called the used that includes me,nab,tari, ika n ratih!
we talked about tya, the boys n the day of judgement :S
we also shared our feelings
-SONG OF THE YEAR-
Acha-Sampai Menutup Mata
Lyrics...
embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau asa
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi
oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi
reff: aku tak mudah mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta
senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku sampai ku menutup mata
oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi
repeat reff
- mood:
depressed
It was quite fun...
**** was sooooo emo...
tapi emo nya kyut...
now i agree wid tari...
emo is <3...
but i dunnnn lyk im XD...
Me and nab bought a mini converse key hanger...
and a cellphone decorator that can tell your mood...
Oh yeah...
Tomorrow there's a family fun day...
Only for Indonesian people ["phew!...no smell!"]
- mood:
tired
I don't like anyone...
Well I still have extra feelings for him...
But I really want to cut myself...
Don't know why...
Just want to...
This year is so stressful!...
Especially after the fights...
Nothing can make me happy...
I could just put a fake smile on...
Trust me...
A life without love is emo...
Just like me...
But it doesn't mean I'm emo...
I just feel like I am...
Out of everyone's sight...
It's hard living a life without...
Happiness and Love...
I just wish that I am dead...
Rather being in a World without....
Love and Happiness...
I can't live like this...
Whoever is reading...
I bet you guys have been liked by your opposite gender...
Well I'm the opposite of it...
I never had someone loving me...
I never even been a couple...
So don't try being me...
She was so cute and funny!
Nabila && Tari, you have to forgive her...don't thiink that i'm on her side!
Ustad A'agim said "if a friend apoligizes you always have to forgive her...even though if she continues doing a wrong thing"
And don'tthink that i'm starting with the ustad again...
Its just for good. I know this year has been a difficult one with all those changes...
- mood:
sad
IT WAS DAMN COOL! [especially the step up!
also somehing bad happened.
we were planing that this night we would give
fariz his present?...ok...then tia forgot it in her house.
so we just forgot about it and just continued watching the dance festival.
then the dance festival was over and we all went to this bench-thing near the school's swimming pool.
and ika was shouting at us to shut up and hurry up and all that.
everyone said that she did that to make everything in place.
then rara and ika went to syafira and tia who was taking the present for fariz in syafira's house.
and it was not there so they went to tia's house...
but when they came back they were tired and can't go over the school's fence.
then, i went home.
there was a longer version of the story but...oh well!
P.S the story was written by Nabila [<lj user=harukamaru>]
- mood:
depressed
hip hop people are suppose to look serious...but him? HELL NO~!
But I bet its going to be cool
\m/ ROCK ON yah..
- mood:
excited
But if my teeth structure move, I have to wear braces again!!! =(
Wish me luck in the dentist...
Nabila is gonna moveeeeeeeeeeeeee
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can;t see your face everyday!!!
but the good part is that I get the ADSL XD...
butttttttt...SO LONG MY FRIEND/NEIGHBOUR/COUSIN....ACTUALLY "BEST" FRIEND...
BYE..MUAH!! <<<<< "THE POINT"
- mood:
depressed
Welcome back yeah!!
Hope you had a good time in paris and the other countries you went to.
Well...the question is... WHY DIDN'T YOU GIVE ME ANYTHING!!??
meanieeeeeeeee
- mood:
depressed
[on 21st April 2007]
OMG!!!
THIS "GUY" <3 [you dont need to know who], RODE A QUADBIKE WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That was the best day ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmmm......what else do I say??
oh yeah...I found out this thing on last last saturday.
After Fariz's Farewell Party, the boys slept over at his house [except for Agus]. Then they were playing a game and Ajiem fell asleep.
Then Gaffar said,"Poke his dick! " But he was only jocking around.So then, Isfan poked Ajiem's dick with this long wooden stick. Everyone was shocked but laughed. But Ajiem didn't wake up.Then Gaffar said," Touch his dick !." But he was also joking around. Although Isfan opened his pants and touched it!
Ajiem's dick description:
`He wore a superman underwear
`Lolo nya belum di sunat XD
ok....let me continue...GOD!!SO DISGUSTING!! The next day, I went online and Arief put in his auto message 'btw...Isfan touched Ajiem's dick !' and after that day, Nabila told me that Isfan told her the full story and now, I'm writing it in my livejournal :D
- mood:
depressed
In year six [May 2006]...my engilsh teacher was MrMcKenna and we wrote an oldall-star soccer player Alan Shearer. After a month , his secretary replied back and just said that we'll get souveniers and badges of the Manchester United team.
Then now [APRIL 2007], we just heard from Abdullah[classmate], that MrMcKenna said that there was a reply letter from ALAN SHEARER. It says that we were invited FOR FREE to a soccer match that that includes him, BECKHAM, RUNI and other football players!!!
But then MrMcKenna said that it was over! He told us too late!!! It could be a journey of a life time!
But FUCK him!!!!
IF HE HADN'T SAY IT NOW...WE WOULD BE IN ENGLAND NOW! =(
HE RUINED OUR CHANCE OF MEETING ALAN SHEARER, BECKHAM AND RUNI!!!
P.S I LOVE SOCCER!!! MORE THAN MY FRIENDS AND EVEN MORE THAN MY BEST FRIENDS! ..oops! sorry if you're reading this if u are my best friends... :S :X BUT MRMcKENNA RUINED MY CHANCE TO MEET MY HEROS!!!! [a.k.a Zidane,Cristiano Ronaldo,Carlos Tevez,Ronaldinho,Runi and David Beckham]
- mood:
disappointed
BYE PARITT!!
Last night I was invited to Fariz's Farewell Party. His mum and dad were damn funny! But too bad his dad doesn't know who my parents are XD
[F.Y.I Fariz's lil sister is slim huahuahuahuahua...]
Before that...everyone was so narsizz :D
We passed the desert.
Ok.. thats all I have to say X)...
P.S this is my first post XP
